My friend has returned from a Meditteranian cruise. As mean as it is, I was half-hoping his cruise was the one that was infected with swine flu. Im over at his house checking my email and writing a blog no one reads, OH FUN. fucker.
I met a girl named Ashley and she intrigued me. I love meeting new people, I want to know everyone...sort've. SO I plan to ask her to a dinner or some shit to get to know her. Basically platonic, but there is no way I can ask that doesn't suggest otherwise. FUCK.
Rachel showed me a movie that made my inner child laugh, and made me giggle. Spirited Away is such a beautiful piece. PLEASE WATCH. P.S. Rachel's dogs are adorable.
I went to a neighboring highschool to have dinner with a few friends. I met their gay colorguard instructor. Very nice, but akward, He's into asians. So he kept asking if I was single... hahah At least someone is interested now aday. So I love/hate this shit. I go days, purposfully blinding myself, so I can live "normally?" and not worry about the world, and only care about immediate personal events. But then days later wake up and smell the disgusting coffee. This world is fucking doomed. Even if my UTOPIA? came true, this society is sooooo far up its own fucking ass and wallet, that it was explode, because tehre is no way now to revert this world to my own fantasy. So from that, the world is pointless. But I want to live. sort've. What do i do. fuck it
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oh and, don't ask her to dinner, you'll sound like a creep.
ReplyDeleteask her to hang out like a normal person and then if she agrees, say let's get food or something.